Not In Mood.

For today, aku tak dpt senyuman dye. Coz dye buat muke poyo kt aku. But, I'm still can accept it. Janji dapat tengok muke dye. Tapi dye tak tau dalam hati aku ni aku anggap dye sbgi ape. Setiap kali aku kuar kelas, mesty aku akn cari dye dlm kelas. Tapi aku jarang nmpk dye.

Time balik tadi, aku cari dye. then dye ade kt koridor. But, i saw he smiling when he saw his crush. Aku still buat fake smile. Then walk away. Itu je aku boleh buat. Kalau aku admit kt dye, mesty klu jumpe rase awkward gile.. Sebab tu aku ta mao admit kt dye..

:')

Eventhough dye suke org laen yg aku kenal, tapi aku takkan putus asa utk tarik perhatian kau.. Aku bace semua bende yg kau tulis pasal dye, tpi aku tetap akn bace even aku tau hati aku tgh berdarah.. There's no way else to stalk him. That's the way.. And I hope dye akn lalu dpn kelas aku setiap hari and give me a perfect smile.. That's what I wait.. I wait for it.. I'm crying all night long before I close my eyes.. And it's impossible kalau dye jadi milik aku.. Tapi dye suke org laen..

I like you !

After a while, when I recognized you. Everything was clearly changing. My world separates to before and after knowing you, H ! When you breath, a warm wind blows. When you smile, dazzling sunlight shines. Because you stayed there, because it's you. I'm really, completely happy. I follow you as time flows and stop. Sometime, I gaze at you. Because I can't do anything else. EVERY MOMENT OF YOU, I HOPE IT'LL BE ME !

My crazy sister ever!

Only 2 month left. She will be going to UNITAR. *sigh* I'll be a mental girl in our house coz nobody can listening to my problems.. My joke. My sulk. My story. My crush. My homework. My cry. My laugh. My experience and so on. Who will be laughing with me? Who will be make joke with me? Who will be understand me? *sigh* She's my sister, my good friend, my clown and my joker. Hurm.. Don't be naughty-naughty yah? Don't forget me. Don't make any problem okay? Love you !

Jealous !

Why is my life is harder than i thought? It's really make me feeling so sad.. Not in mood. My crush was liked someone that better than me. Prettier than me. Taller than me. Cuter than me. She's better than me. But, I know he just thought that I'm just his friend. Jealous? Maybe. Errmm. Yes. But, what can I do? Nothing at all. Just stalking him. That's what can i do. And he doesn't know that I'm liking him. I like him.